Concerned Neighbour

 Okay, so what happens when it is one of your own people who unwittingly causes a concern?

We often have people trespass, do damage, steal, or just plain worry people, but how do we look at it if it is one of our guys who wanders on someone else's property?

Today, one of our people was out walking the property, because coyotes were close to our livestock, and that can be devastating.  While following the coyote trail, he ended up on someone else's property.  He heard a motor running and went to say hi.  Unfortunately, our guy attempted to make friends and started the conversation with a joke that did not go over well.  Assuming that the neighbour was out hunting, our guy said something about the motor scaring deer, and that the neighbour should be walking.  That attempt at trying to make friends did not go over well, and the neighbour told our guy not to be trespassing.

So, the dad neighbour showed up to talk about what happened.  It was not a happy meeting, but apologies were made and our word was given that it would not happen again.  The neighbour said he accepted the apology and stated his concern again, then left.

The neighbours were just setting up their firing range, getting ready to sight in their rifles, when our guy walked onto, or near that range.  Of course, the concern is that there is a danger of someone getting seriously hurt.   And that is a very real concern!  The neighbour did the appropriate thing, in coming to talk to us.

When I arrived at the gate, I had to calm the situation down a bit, because the neighbour was raising his voice and speaking in a degrading way to one of our guys.  I was able to get the neighbour to calm down a bit, and to tell his side of the story.  He refused to listen to our guy's side of the story, and just kept repeating his own version, which he was not even there in person to know.  He was only going by a second hand account, told from one of his guys.

I am hired here to manage this farm, so I went and talked to our Land Owner and she immediately asked me to take her to the neighbour's house, so she could apologize for herself, and in person.  It was a much more civil meeting.  Our Land Owner apologized and listened to the neighbour's concern.  It was nice to attempt to make peace with the neighbour.

When this land was first bought, there were a lot of trespassers.  There were snowmobilers trespassing from the property immediately south of this property, so a fence was put up, along with no trespassing signs.  It is strange how that trespassing has been forgotten.  There have been vehicles driving across our fields, foot traffic, and some with guns.  Fences have been cut and crops stolen.  Even face to face threats.  When I started working here, I reported things to the police, who just said they talked to the neighbours.  That was it.  That was the result we got back from the police.  Of course the various harassment did not stop, but at least now a record exists.

The concerned neighbour made a comment that our gate was intimidating(or something like that), but things were not always so!  When this land was first acquired, there were many, many trespassers and difficulties.  A fence and gate became necessity to keep safe.  Not to mention, there is livestock here, and a fence and gate is necessary to keep the livestock safe.  So, why the comment?  If the livestock gate was removed, what would be the result?  Why would the neighbour say that our livestock gate was intimidating?

It is always good to make peace!  Good neighbours stay on their own land!

Suspicious Characters

 As I have posted a few years ago, I have moved out to the countryside to live a slower life.  The Alpha 1 Anti-Trypsin Deficiency certainly plays a huge role in lifestyle and career options.  Accordingly, I have a job managing a farm.  It is a suitable career option that allows me to take care of my lungs.

Anyway, the single lady who owns this farm has been picked on by the neighbours.  There has been a lot of trespassing and stealing and slander.  When about 100 acres of hay was stolen she had no choice but to ask for help.  I came and called the police.  The police came out and investigated; they looked at the cut fence from the field to the north and tractor tracks sunk deep into the soil.   The police saw that the hay had been cut to the ground, ruining future crops.  The police said they would talk to the neighbours.  Days later the land owner got a call from the police saying that they talked to the neighbour.  That was it!  There was no reconciliation, no return of the hay.  Just the police telling us that they talked to the neighbours.

Since working here, there have been many trespassers and veiled threats.  But before I arrived, things here got so bad that the land owner had to move away to get away from all the harassment.  

Well, today, just after 13:00, someone opened the gate and drove up the driveway, and when caught, claimed that he was from Sask Power, and that he was looking for Warren Fischer.  This is the first time I have heard of that name, so unless someone new moved in, it is suspicious.  The Power company employees that come out to check the meter, have maps, and know the name of the owner of each farm, so they can bill the right person.  Can you imagine checking a meter and just guessing at who to bill?  The truck he was driving was so dirty it was impossible to see if there was some sort of name and emblem under the dirt.  When approached, he certainly did not waste any time getting back into his truck and leaving.  It certainly was strange to have that degree of unprofessional behaviour.  Just an all around suspicious situation.

These sorts of situations are so frequent that I should probably keep a record of it somewhere, just in case things get worse again.

Never a dull moment!

Have a great day!!

Healing And Recovery

As I had mentioned in my last post, it had been a couple of weeks since I have taken my medication and been on a proper schedule to keep the A1AD in check, and now I am paying the price for that.  My lungs are stinging when I breathe, my muscles have been catabolized, the tendons in my joints feel like they are tearing just from bending them normally, my eyesight has gotten worse, my hearing has drastically decreased, and of course, my cognitive function has definitely diminished!

With this type of genetic disorder, relief does not come at a single dose of medicine, or one day of being back on an adjusted lifestyle and schedule.  Healing and Recovery are cumulative, and come by many weeks and months of proper diet, medication, exercise and sleep!  It is cumulative; it takes time.  And it must be consistent.  Any interruption, even missing one day, will set healing right back to the beginning! 

So please, if you know of people suffering from genetic disorders, have patience, and do not get them off their Healing regiment!!!!  Do everything you can to help them stay on their programme for Recovery, please!

A Rough Couple Of Weeks

 A couple weeks ago, my wife was worried because the baby in her womb stopped moving.  It took me several times of asking her to go to the hospital, but she finally consented.  And we got the worse news!  The child had passed.  It was almost full term, and it would be born now.  It is so difficult, when you see your baby fully developed, and looking beautiful.  When you hold him in your arms!

It was a horrible experience in the hospital for my wife.  She was treated so horribly by the doctors and nursing staff, it was shameful for me being Canadian, for my wife to be treated so terribly.  The racism and sexism was far too extreme to be believed!  My wife no longer wants to live in this country.

We had the funeral recently, and are now going through the aftermath of the tragic event.  It is a sad time for all of us, especially for my wife.  

As for me, being A1AD, my muscles have deteriorated, my chest stings, My breathing is poor, my liver has swollen, my body is in pain, it is difficult to even focus on writing this simple post, and all the regular symptoms have returned.  This stress has certainly taken it's toll.  

Injuries And Blogging

 I have all these great ideas for blogging, but the problem is, I love to work, so I do not get to blogging.  Of course, I injured my leg yesterday, and now I am waiting for the swelling to go down enough, and for the leg to heal enough to get back to work.  In the meantime, I can write this post.

It is raining a lot lately, and the fields are wet.  It is difficult to do much of anything, but I could be working in the shop, if I did not have this injury.  Now, I get to do the computer work, the part that I really do not like.  Paperwork is not as much fun for me.

I am slowly going crazy....

I Love Work!

 Today is Sunday, May 22nd, and it after more than a week of rain, we have some sunny weather.  The only problem with living in this place, seems to be that there is so many cloudy days.  I certainly do like the water, and all the precipitation we had this year, which brings the water table back up, but I still miss sunny days!

During this past week of rain, I have been able to work on building a shop, and it is now about half done.  I am so looking forward to getting back to work, after more than 4 years of difficulty.  I love working!  Working provides a way to take care of family, friends, and many others who need help.  Without work, there is no way to provide practical care for anyone.  I love work!

Heavy Bloating

After this last bout of sickness, a lot of my muscle tissue has been catabolized(A1AD, genetic disorder from birth), and my abdomen is extremely distended.  It is painful!  Yet this always happens.  The body tries so hard to repair the lungs, that it steals from the muscles to rebuild the lungs, while at the same time, the liver goes into overdrive, trying to produce the antitypsin protease, which of course cannot escape the liver very well, and then causes a great deal of swelling of the liver.  It is quite painful!

This is made worse, if I cannot stay on a proper daily schedule, and eat properly on a strict schedule.

I hate the medicine!  It is so disgusting, and makes me feel so poorly.  There are serious side effects of brain fog, and tiredness, and stomach pain, although the pain is not as bad as when I do not take the medicine.  Really, it is only trading one pain for another.  Some days, I certainly do look forward when this life will end. 

Then other days, I absolutely love life!  I love the great outdoors, I love practicing martial arts, I love my Metis religion and culture.  I do blog from time to time, and love to perform ceremonies for all those who ask!  It is ironic, all the ceremonies I have performed, and I have such difficulty healing myself!  Yet, I am happy to have lived this long!  And I bless the Great Creator and my ancestors for bringing me to this point.  I look forward to seeing them again.  I miss them!

Stinging Lungs

 My lungs have been hurting a lot the last three days.  And today, my muscles are very sore.  This always happens when the body robs the muscles to repair the lungs.  It will take a while to rebuild the muscle lost over these last 3-4 days, but that is what happens when the body catabolizes itself, just to stay alive.  This is just one of the things that happens all our lives, those who live with A1AD.  I need to up my protein intake, and definitely get rid of the carbohydrates.